My love is not a flaw

I know I’m not perfect. I make mistakes, big ones. I don’t always work as hard as I should and I’m really disorganized. I can be petty, immature, selfish and narcissistic. I know this, I know who I am, but I also know that while I can BE those things I am NOT these things… and I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE.

Please, show me a person who isn’t some of those things, some of the time… that’s what being human is about… that’s what being 25 is about. Nobody is at their best all the time, if they are i’m sure they died at an early age of an ulcer or something.

Petty, immature, selfsih… flaws. GAY?

This. is. not. a. flaw.

I will not be ashamed.

If i live my life closeted then I tell the world I am ashamed, that I have something to hide. The only thing to be hidden is bigotry and I do not want to be involved with people who want me to hide who I am. I want kids, I want a family, I want a LIFE with my girlfriend and I am NOT ashamed of that. When we have kids, I won’t pretend I’m single just because two moms makes someone uncomfortable. I don’t get how you want me to hide something so important? What’s important isn’t that she’s a she, what’s important is that she makes me unbelievably happy.

My mom only had two kids, my and my drug addicted piece of shit brother whose ass she kisses. She wants grandkids, I'm the only kids she has who will ever have a normal family and at this rate, she isn't going to be part of it. I will not ever fight with my kids like this, or let them see this between me and my mother, EVER.

I wish i didn't live in Texas, I miss NYC where this wasn't a big deal.